the sky hasn't even changed yet but the weight sits and builds. lava. sink. make way. make land. land. find footing. quick. before the sand drags you all the way down. choke and scream little one. scream and rise. out of the ashes life has left of you.
i don't know how to want something someone else has. i know the word "jealous" probably; possibly tastes like fresh saw-dust, leaving nothing but blood where it's been. what's the point of killing yourself for something someone else has.
learning, unlearning, relearning, that not everything is about me. that the clouds in someone else's sky have nothing to do with me as do mine nothing to do with them. that i keep burning my hand on a fire i've created and how not to. that i keep stubbing my toes, keep holding my breath … Continue reading untitled – draft 1.
measured words. carefully picked; placed, as fragile things are.
straw breathing through chest pain again and again- you're okay. it's okay. you're going to be okay. walls slowly-fastly crashing in on me- each dust fall taking vital air from me. body battling mind and spirit trying the reminder you're okay. it's okay. you're going to be okay. keep breathing. you're okay not this time … Continue reading panic
the door wide open the apparition stands at but doesn't come in
I. the tick and the tock my eyes lift- how fast it goes and how slow too; time II. time, the keeper of life mine and yours tick tocks away slipping away quickly- slowly
snow feathers outside a fervour- coincidence at knock atom cracks spilt and uncontainable clouds melt - blue and sun fill sky.
what's on your mind then? that of the feet turned inwards- a winged wingless bird skies and mirror like silence as chains and locks turn and turn.
i saw a man die today. a thought behind my eyes as his body twists in the air, that a body shouldn't be pretzeled into this shape he's contorted into. it was the head splitting on the side of the road like a watermelon that had been tied too loose to the back of a … Continue reading untitled – undated