I’ve come to the conclusion that I prefer being alone. Even my dearest friends I have to “take” in as few and small doses as possible.
Humans are selfish and self-obsessed and yet I’ll be deemed selfish here when humans drain and often make me hate the prospect/experience of being in communication with them.
I much prefer the non-committal human experience where I observe instead of interact. I know I’m a human but I find myself baffled- more often than not- by the lengths of human disregard.
I’m surrounded by too many inconsiderate people and it’s causing my self to thin considerably. I’m not perfect but I do try to consider others in all or rather most of my ways of interaction; I don’t know how much longer I can do this though.
I don’t know.